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My Darling Brother Paul

Posted on Oct 30th, 2008 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
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Today my darling brother Paul was told that he has terminal cancer. Medically, they can't do anything for him.

He could move on within 3 weeks, 6 months to a year .

Quite amazingly he has a peacefulness about him, he spoke of his innner core and how his essence will not be affected. (: How could it :) He has discovered a relief, in non resistance to what is and knows he is not the suffering body.

I opened my heart to my own suffering today, I cried & cried & cried. I fully experienced the pain of attachment and will continue (I guess) until I no longer need this growth.  In being aware of my emotions and thoughts and not owning them I have discovered that after the experiences I always come back to my very own core of pure beingness ~ my heart of truth ~ LOVE
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The Invitation

Posted on Sep 8th, 2008 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
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The Invitation

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to
be careful
be realistic
remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
"Yes."

It doesn't interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.

It doesn't interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.

Oriah Mountain Dreamer's classic piece "The Invitation"
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When were you last suprised by joy?

Posted on Jul 22nd, 2008 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 22, 2008:

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Right here in this very moment :)

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What do you want for the world?

Posted on Jun 27th, 2008 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 27, 2008:

NOTHING FOR THE WORLD

As for us human beings
.............................................................................. NO FEAR !
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Where in your life do you follow your heart?

Posted on Apr 12th, 2008 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for April 12, 2008:

I follow my heart when my mind is not limited!
 
By not limiting my mind, I discover that my heart is fuller, richer, clearer, capable of intense feeling, capable of seeing the beauty in nature, my children's smiling eyes, and the agony of people suffering in war.

In following my heart I find I am sensitive to everything ~ to the animal, to the ant busily working, to the whale being massacred, the filth of human beings in poverty and despair. 
I have to be sensitive ~ which is to feel intensely, not in any particular direction, which is not an emotion which comes and goes, but to be sensitive with every cell of my body, with my nerves, with my eyes, with my ears, with my voice. I must follow my heart completely ~ always <3

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Kindness 4 humanKIND

Posted on Apr 8th, 2008 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
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"Spread love everywhere you go
~ first of all in your own house.

Give love to your children,
to your wife or husband,
to a next door neighbour...

Let no one
ever come to you
without leaving
better and
happier.

Be the living
expression
of God's
kindness;
kindness
in your face,
kindness in your eyes,
kindness in your smile,
kindness in your warm greeting."  

Mother Teresa 1910~1998
 
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What message do you have for the world today?

Posted on Dec 25th, 2007 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for December 25, 2007:

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Listen to your heart, move according to your heart, whatsoever the stake:

A condition of complete simplicity costing not less than everything....


Harmony & Love to ALL

Angel
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Do not leave it to somebody else

Posted on Oct 2nd, 2007 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
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Do not leave it to somebody else

To put an end to outward war, you must begin to put an end to war in yourself.

Some of you will nod your heads and say, "I agree," and go outside and do exactly the same as you have been doing for the last ten or twenty years.

Your agreement is merely verbal and has no significance, for the world's miseries and wars are not going to be stopped by your casual assent.

They will be stopped only when you realize the danger, when you realize your responsibility, when you do not leave it to somebody else.

If you realize the suffering, if you see the urgency of immediate action and do not postpone, then you will transform yourself.

Peace will come only when you yourself are peaceful, when you yourself are at peace with your neighbor.

JKrishnamurti
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Two Wolves

Posted on Aug 5th, 2007 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
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Two Wolves

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all.

One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
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Gratitude to Mater

Posted on May 13th, 2007 by Angel  : Surrender Angel
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for May 13, 2007:

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Gratitude to Mater

 

Lovely, lovely, lovely, lovely Mater

Scattered seeds yield sustenance in abundance

Marrying form and spirit

 

While were here she transforms

our bodies, minds, emotions in

preparation for the Infinite

 

Careful not to interrupt her

or abuse her, she'll become weak

What we do to Mother we do to ourselves

 

No denying this earthly life

that's part of the split

of masculine & feminine

the separated energies


Trust...let go

Water

has no fear


‘so peaceful' cries the droplet...

falling away from the eagles wing

 into ethereal transcendence


Whom shall we gratify first?

 

The Mother

then who?

Mother

then who?

Mother

 

... Mother Earth

 

angel 'poems on the porch' Copyright ©2006

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